No one will deter me from my dreams. especially not myself. the biggest challenge I face everyday is dealing with my own self doubt. Every day my mind tells me you can't do it, you'll never be happy, you should just give up, give up everything you've done and just end it all. But every day I tell myself life is tough, so be tougher. yes, you may not be happy now, but you will be... someday. Someday when you get over the sadness and heart ache, you will be finally happy and free, and then look at where you are. look at what you have accomplished in such a small amount of time. and look at what you've done to get there, gone against everything you thought you would never do. Each and every single day the biggest struggle of my life is Overcoming my self. and that's what makes the difference in my Life. That's what has made my life living for. Not because I want fame, fortune, recognition, consolidation, it's about me finally being happy with who I am as a person. I may not be there yet, but day by day I slowly get closer to being who I want to be and achieving my dream.